September psalms 2020
Last morning in August
Paint a pink morning
With the finger of God
The last dawn in August
Lights up a bright sky
The stars have abandoned
Their place in the heavens
Making way for a day
That bookends the summer.
Last night the camp closed
On a sad, shortened year
As families returned
To schools that had opened
In Crumlin and Tallaght
In Artane and Dundrum.
Gone are the children
With their buckets and spades.
They’ll return the next year
A few inches taller
Refusing to wish our short lives away
Without holding our breath
Til this virus has gone.
Breathing in, breathing out
The soft breath accepting
Feeling the peace, grateful throughout.
Embracing September
Like a middle aged lover
Holding tight to the moment
Lest it escape.
Hoarding each morning
Each second is precious
In a well that runs dry
One drop at a time.
I shall not wish this day to end
I shall not wish this day to end
Or to skip a single season.
A brave attempt to jump a plague
Is never reason good enough
To shorten life that’s way too short
To award the moving hand of time
An advantage round the final bend.
No! Life’s race must run its course
Till we break the tape and cross the line.
These precious seconds shall be safely stored
Wrapped with care and none ignored
Of greater value than all the gold
In all the world if truth be told.
Every day demands attention
It passes once and then moves on
Leaving us before we’ve noticed
For this ship has no return.
Grasp it, feel it and embrace it,
Squeeze it hard, have no regrets
Living life to the fullest
Loving life before it wanes.
I won’t rage at life, I’ll just whisper
Songs of love and songs of sorrow
Across a rainbow in a valley
Some days to lead and some to follow.
It is a war
It is a war, let’s not forget it,
We’re in a fight with a foe
That never sleeps but stays awake
Never resting on its oar
We may feel weary, at times sleepy
We may wish for old familiar things
It strikes from hiding in the corner
Of the bedroom or the larder.
It’s watching, spying, waiting
For a crack to open up
For it to enter and takeover
When we tire and drop our guard.
It’s busy as hell because it’s clever
It knows the cavalry will come
In the form of meds and vaccines
That first will wound and then will slay him.
So stay the course and don’t get trampled
Don’t be a number on a graveyard wall
Keep down the head from all the bullets
We’ll have that hug a year from now.
Stay prepared.
17/9/20
It’s a soft September day
It’s a soft September day
The summer has been gracious
The plague so far has spared us.
Wild flowers compete for autumn sun.
Blackberries ripen lazily along a lane
That zig zags to a quiet beach.
Birds chirp out among the brambles
They break the silence of the drowsy noon
Mourning a summer that’s left too soon.
The wind has died and the heat is cozy
It’s an afternoon to lie dozing
On the deck chair in the garden.
Where the grass lies half mown
Awaiting tomorrow when’s it’s overcast.
Meanwhile we’ll harvest golden moments.
For Mother ireland can change her mind
And within an hour play a different tune.
As for now time sits still.
Reclining in the meadows bereft of hay
These hours could last a lifetime
Perhaps they even will.
Waiting
Waiting, waiting in the waiting room
To go to surgery this afternoon
We’ve become a little band
With our name tags and our slippers
Our common concerns and worries.
The cheery nurses putter in and out
They run the show of that no doubt
Firm and pleasant they know the ropes
How to get us in and then out
On up to surgery then post op
Then cups of tea and toast.
It’s a little village of compassion
For life’s weak and wounded
A tiny world that lives apart
From busy streets and the ordinary
Cut and thrust of daily life
Until chance makes a summons.
Rich or poor we all must answer
And present ourselves in dressing gowns
That keep us warm and keep us modest
Till the surgeon comes and calls our turn.
Then it’s down to the bowels
Of the building to get the jab
That knocks us out
To wake up thirsty hours later
Unaware of what’s given
Or what’s been taken.
Life in Hospital is not life as we know it
For death can hide behind any door
Beneath the calm the stakes are higher
With concern and caring at its core.